Try out this question and answer as well. Something to spice up the blog. =)
1) What is the brand of your handphone? = Panasonic GD88. Am I right? =)
2) What will you do if you see your other half hugging someone else? = Ignore him forever.
3) Do you have an other half? = Yes
4) Do you have your own room? = Yes
5) What do you hate? = Creepy crawlies (correct spelling?), two-faced people, what else?
6) What is one thing you cannot live without? = Air
7) Where do you live? = In a flat
8) what would you do if someone tells you he/she likes you? = At that very moment, I will not believe him.
9) How are you feeling now? = Mixed emotions
10) Where do you hangout? = In Singapore
11) What are you good at? = Pampering myself
12) What is it about a person you cannot tolerate? = Demanding, rude, etc...
13) What do you want? = Happiness
14) What word describes u?= Emotional, Spoilt child
15) What is your dream? = To have a beautiful family, to tour round the world, to have a business of my own
16) Do you prefer day or night? = Night
17) What about sunset or sunrise = Sunrise
18) Do you like a romantic other half? = Yes
19) What is it about the opposite gender that attracts u? = Their character and attitude
20) Are you an independent person = At times
21) Do you like school? = Definitely
22) Are you stubborn? = Yes
23) Do you believe in god? = Probably
24) What is your favourite physical feature? = Lips
25) Do you believe in fate? = Yes
26) Do you get pissed off easily? = Yes
27) Do you like your parents? = No comments on this question
28) Are you a materialistic person? = Perhaps
29) Do you believe in love? = Yes
30) Will you get a tattoo? = Too painful for me to have one
31) Do you smoke? = No
32) Do you visit club /pub? = Previously I do
33) Will you forgive your other half if he/she cheats on u? = No
34) Will you expect your other half to forgive u if u cheat on him/her?= If I cannot forgive him, I do not expect him to forgive me as well
35) Were you on a trip recently? = Does going to Malaysia count?
36) What is your favourite country = Nowhere yet
37) Are you impatient? = At times
38) Which brands do you like = For wat?
39) Do you organise parties often? = No. I fear disappointment.
40) Do you have good friends? = Definitely
41) Do you think you are good looking = Not for me to comment
42) Do you care about looks? = To a certain extend, yes.
43) Do you think that you are a good other half? = No. What do you think?
44) Do you use vulgarities? = What words are considered culgarites to you?
45) Do you quarrel with people easily? = Yes with people close to my heart. =)
46) Are you forgiving? = No
47) Do you get hurt easily? = Trying hard to avoid it
48)Do u prefer girls with long/short hair? = Depends on how the person looks in the hair style
49) Do u prefer guys with long/short hair? = Short of course
50) Is your hair colored? = Not at the moment
51) Are you a romantic partner? = No answer to this
52) Do you wear a watch? = Recently just picked up this habit again
53) What color clothes do you like? = Black
54) Will you choose love or money? = Love
55) Do you prefer to sleep or eat? = Sleep
56) Do you perfer white or black? = White
57) What about pink or red? = Pink
58) And favourite flower? = None in particular
59) Do you like to receive flowers? = Yes
60) What is your favourite perfume? = Cool Water
61) And music? = Almost any type
62) What about favourite past time? = Hanging around... ...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:56 PM
On my way to work today, my left contact lens got folded in my eye. Almost thought I had dropped it somewhere else. I forced it out and put it back again. All this is done in the MRT!!! Unbelievable...
Met Adeline in the locker room. Told me her stomach is not feeling too well. It must be Breeks!!! I had diarrhoea (Is this the way to spell it? Do not seem to get it right always. Anyway, you know what I mean right?) as well early in the morning.
Today is another busy day. With so many calls through-out the day. Went out for lunch again with Adeline. Went to eat at McDonalds. Tried their new prawn wappers. Small and nice. Just love the taste of it. =)
Dear called at 8pm sharp. I still had quite alot of stuff to clear then. Told him I will leave around 8.30pm. Plan to take a taxi to meet him all the while. Went to the entrance of the hotel to wait for a taxi. This is what I have been doing with Jackie and Rebecca. However, a security came to me and say only management staff can take a taxi there. Am I not a staff of the hotel too??? I really disagree with some of the hotel policies at times.
He wanted to watch movie at first. But I did not really feel like doing so. So in the end, we walked to a deserted place. Still do not know what eaxctly is the place call. While walking, he took my handphone and start deleting my messages. Told him not to delete those forwarded messages. But he still did it. Tried to snatch it from him but he refused to give me back. Seeing how pissed I became, he stopped doing it. But what done is done already. It cannot be undone you know. It took him quite a while to put a smile back to my face.
After some time, we walk back aimlessly. His sister called him then. Told him that someone from Raffles hotel called him to go for interview again. Told me about it and ask him to try. However, this lead to a major quarrel. The issue of deleting my messages arouse again.
"I do not like people to touch my things without permission!!!" I told him that straight in his face. The mood between us totally changed. There was silence for quite a while. Tried to clarify things, till I cried. This time round, the contact lens in my right eye got folded!!! Guess I was feeling guilty then. Dear you know what, I was so afraid that you will leave me again. I really do not mean what I say. It was in a moment of anger that I said it. Sorry to you. Please accept my apologies. Just do not feel like going home. So afraid to part with him. What if this is the last meeting? I really do not want this to happen. So sorry that I have spoilt your off day. It was suppose to be a day with laughter. However, it turned out to be a day with quarrels. Sorry...
Took a taxi home just before mid-night. Bathed and started eating junk food. Thought of eating 1/2 a mooncake. But Daddy said it might have turn bad already since it is there for so long already. So I settled with ice-cram cone. 5 of them in total. My mouth still wanted to munch. So I ate crackers. Very oily!!! Now I feel so uncomfortable!!!
Read the testimonial Elaine left for me. The things she said made me feel better. Now I know, I am not alone. It seems like nobody really can take the place of the friendship I had with her. Absolutely noone. Not even dear. Or maybe it is to early to tell.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:34 PM
Alarm rang at 8.30am. Was too lazy to get out of bed to go to the gym. After 5 minutes or so, dragged myself out of bed and head to the gym. Reached there at 9.10am. Cycled abit. By 9.30am, I was out of the gym!!! Just no more motivation to exercise anymore. Why? No idea... Maybe because I have been pushing myself too hard already last month. When will I start going to the gym again? No idea as well.
During lunch, went to have Delifrance with Adeline.
Dear called me at 6.30pm. He had finish his course and do not know what to do then. Did not want to stay in the hotel. Told him that I can accompany him at 8pm. Although I had planned to go for dinner with Adeline already, I do not mind postponing it for the sake of him!!! =) However, he called me later and said he is going to meet his friend then. All is well again. I can go ahead and have dinner with Adeline then.
Jackie, Rebecca and Darlene left at 8pm. Adeline and I left abit later. Jackie asked me to call them if we are going for dinner. They want to join us. Told Adeline about it. She did not seem willing to ask them along. So I just went dinner with her. Just went we are about to leave, there was a black-out in the hotel. Not the whole hotel was affected though. It seems to have happen quite often in these few months that I am here. Wonder why...
Went to Breeks. Food is nice. Can recommend it to others. During dinner, she asked me what Jackie said. Gave me an apologetic look for not asking the rest along. Hypocrite!!! Just do not understand why we cannot find true friends in the working world. While settling the bill, I thought of paying 1st. Took out the full amount already. Then Adeline took out $20 and handed it to the cashier, together with all my money. Dear called again. So I was busy talking to him when the change came. Thought she would be honest. I was so wrong. Instead of giving me more money, she split the change almost equally among the both of us!!! Pissed!!! Well, I shall just take it as a thank-you to her for always treating me to eat last time. But really wonder why is she the way she is now. Thought that she will never do any of this sort of thing. So disappointed in her now...
Anyway, Jackie called me just when we are about to leave. She asked me if I want to go home together with them. Since we are going to the same way, I agreed. Accompanied Adeline for her smoke 1st before going to meet them. She did not really like the idea of me going home with them. Wonder why as well... It was quite awkward meeting them. Do not really know what to say to them. Lucky dear called me, talked to him till Rebecca alighted. Not on purpose though. Just so happen he had to go and bathe then. Jackie told me about her experience as the massage centre. Feel like going as well. Sounds very relax after that. But I scared that it will be very painful and ticklish. Shall I go for a try???
So dear, are we really meeting tomorrow night? =)
Bye... Thank you... See you again. This is what Breeks staff will say when you leave the restaurant. You should here them say, with a rhythm. We had a hilarious laugh over it. Really made my night. =)
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
2:41 PM
Had a quarrel before I went to bed last night. Dear asked me if I really want to go out. I said I do not mind. Then he said he do not want. I said it is fine with me. "You sure?" was his reply. Then, I said, "Yes, I do not want to go out tomorrow." He then said he want to meet me!!! Pissed!!! Said he will tell me the answer this morning.
After washing up, I messaged him again. We decided to meet this evening.
At around 9.30am, he messaged me. He had just left the hotel. I told him he must be tired, we can meet another day. But he still insist on meeting me.
From the time I start work till 4pm, things was going fine. However, after I came back from waking him up, I was totally occupied with work. Half of my mind was rather worried. Worried whether he will be angry if I was late. Also worried he will just leave if I am not ready but the time he arrive.
Made 2 mistakes in such a short period of time. Sent the wrong confirmation letter to a company. The secretary called up Angelina to ask her, who in turn called us to ask us. I had no time to explain to them at all as I was very very uptied then.
When I called him at 5.30pm, he had just left home. He still can joke that he has reached already. I was already so panicky and he can still laugh about it. I was pissed. Even teared alittle. Darlene almost found out that I was crying. But I managed to act as if nothing happened.
He called me again when he reached. Told him I would be there by 6.30pm. Said since I am so busy, he will just go to work, and let me finish up my work and go home. Was in no mood to talk to him. I said anything. Knowing that I am pissed, he still waited for me.
Called him when I left the hotel. Quarrelled again. He just do not want to tell me where is he. Asked me to tell him where I want to meet him, but he did not know he to go. Brought up the above matter of to meet or not to meet today again.
In the end, we met at Suntec City to go there to watch movie. White Chicks was the show. A very hilarious one. While watching, Ein Ein messaged me. Said I had left a correspondence lying on the table. But I thought I had left everything in my tray? The table seems empty when I left. Wonder how to face all of them tomorrow. Did so many mistakes today. Life still goes on...
After the show, went to Lau Pa Sat to eat again as usual. This time round, however, we did not eat satay. Instead, we ordered fried rice, chicken and kang kong. Not good a choice at all. fried rice was oily, chicken was salty and kang kong was tasteless.
Walked to Tanjong Pagar MRT station and sat outside there for a chat. Today, he suddenly said he want to being me to many palces.
- India
- His home town
- Australia
- Eat seafood
Seems like we have plans to go to alot of places. Will we have the opportunity to go to all thoes places we mentioned? I hope so. Really hope so.
He also said that he want to meet me on Thursday. It is his off day then. Unbelievable. He seldom asked me out and NEVER go out on his off day, except to Malaysia. I find it hard to believe. Very hard to believe. Will this happen? We shall see on that day. Thought of staying out that night. I do not mind actually dear. If not, just roam around the streets at night then head home. Just realised that besides Elaine, he makes a good walking companion also. Just love the feeling of taking a walk to nowhere with my love ones.
Anyway, have been having this question in my mind all this while. Is there a right and wrong way of french? What should the actual feeling be? Feel so disgusted with myself. The feeling I gave myself just now. Hope there is some improvement next time round...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:50 PM
Did not feel like going to work AGAIN!!! Is this a sign that I must get a new job AGAIN??? Or is it just no mood at all to work already??? Anyway, things was rather slow moving in the morning. Things quickened in the afternoon. I was able to leave by 4.30pm.
On my way home, I was contemplating whether or not to go to the gym. Half of my heart say to go. And the other ask me not to. Came home, rest for a while, and still contemplating. Heard from Auntie Lita that both Michelle and Ryan do not want to go for english tution anymore. =) This means I can have more money to myself then. BUT she continue to say Mummy wants them to have home tution next year. That means, their tution fees will be more than the current fees??? I think home tution will add up to about $300 for the both of them. Now, I am only forking out $225!!! Goodness me!!!
In the end, I still went to gym. When I returned, saw a housing agent. Mummy has decided to sell this house. Still thinking whether to get a new house or a second hand one. I would of course prefer a brand new house. But, it will take a some time before we get our new flat. Where will we stay when our current flat is sold? Aunties' houses perhaps. Will Dear take me in? No. Do not think so at all. Do not even dream of it!!!
Was told by Millie Dear called me twice. She even help me to pick up the call. Thanks!!! Cannot imagine they way they communicate. Must be very cute and funny. Anyway, called him back. He said he will call me back. Thought he was getting ready to leave home already. By 9.30pm, he still did not call me. Was abit worried then. Messaged him. He was just about to leave home only then. Still waiting for his call now.
Uploaded the pictures taken at Elaine's birthday party already. Send it to her also already. Now waiting to see those taken by hers and Jamie's digital camera.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:20 PM
By the time I woke up today, it was already 2pm!!! Did not even know. Thought it was only maybe 12 noon? Ignored Adeline's message and call. Only picked up Mummy's call. No choice... I heard before that for someone to sleep 12 hours or more daily, you are able to lose weight!!! I did that today!!! It is not everyday that I am able to sleep that long. Only on Sundays you can say. Anyway, what logic is that? How it works? And, is it really true???
Went to the gym. When I was almost done, it began to rain. A slight rain only. I thought maybe it will stop by the time I am done. However, when I was about to leave the gym, it rained even harder. Went to take a bite first while waiting for the rain to stop. It did not stop even after I ate finish. Called Mummy to see where are they and whether they are able to fetch me from there. What a disappointment.
I said, "Where are you?"
She said, "Still at the temple. Why? You going out?"
I said, "No. It is raining now."
She said, "So nobody keep the dress?"
I said, "I still at the gym."
She said, "Nevermind, the children leave them at home for a while."
Silly her. She just do not get me. In the end, I walked in the rain to the bus stop. The only shelter I had was from my towel.
Came back, took a shower almost immediately. After that, Wendy messaged me. Asked me if I want to go Parkway Parade with her parents and her. Our auntie also coming along. They came to fetch me at 6pm. Just before that, it began to rain again. I was wondering whether or not they will still be going because of the rain. 10 minutes to 6pm, she still did not message me anything. So I went to change and left home.
Did not feel hungry actually. However, they went to eat. So I had no choice but to eat as well. Did not finish the bowl of noodles I order. Not that it was not nice. But I was just too full already. Did not finish my cup of lemon juice as well.
Bought a skirt again today. The sales-girls there were very persistent. Made me try a dress as well. I quite like it though. But do not feel very comfortable in it. They keep asking me to buy. Throw in beautiful comments to me, keep saying how nice I am and how I look in the dress. I was almost, but not deterred to buy it. Kept telling them I will connsider 1st. Will go any buy it if I really want to. After around 30 minutes of bargaining, I was finally being able to walk out of the shop. Horrible salesgirl. First time meeting this type of salesgirl. I have always thought those that tail behind you while you browse through their clothes is annoying enough. Those that I saw today are worst!!!
Dear called me while I was shopping. He was back from Malaysia already!!! Told me that the zip of his bag is spoilt. All because of what I said a few days ago. Told him that his bag is very old already. Time for him to change a new one. And this have to happen. =) He said also that day I commented something about one of his shirt. The next thing he know, something happened to it. He cannot remeber what. Will tell me when he return home to see. However, he just called and never mention anything about it.
Will I be able to watch Residence Evil with him? What about White chicks? Jackie seems to be waiting for me to go watch Residence Evil with her. But I want to watch with him!!! Should I just go ahead to watch it with Jackie? Knowing his pattern? Headache...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:43 PM
Did not really feel like going to work this morning. Dragged myself out of bed. However, when I reached, everything seems fine to me. Passed Siti all the LHW reservations to do. Checked them bit by bit as she does it. Heard from her that she wants to extend her attachment period with us. Even have the intention of working full-time here after she graduate from Shatec. Thought you wanted to further your stuides after that???
After work, went to Elaine's house. She is celebrating her 21st birthday today at the barbecue pit at her house downstairs. Shared a taxi with Rebecca. When I reached her house, she was not home yet then. She had gone to buy her cake with Jace.
Things was weird at first. When Jace came home with her. I did not talk much till Ryan and the rest of the girls came. When all the girls came, we went to have our dinner and sat to have a chat as well. Tonight, we took alot of pictures as well.
Dear should have gine with me to the party. Should see how popular I am among Elaine's social circle and family. Her grandmother, mother, auntie and even her auntie's and her maid still recognise me!!! All of them said I had put on alot of weight already. Yes they are right. They have not seen me for a long long time that is why.
Also know her friend's like Michelle and Evelyn. Half the time, I was running around for her also. Helped her to bring the girls to her house. Entertain the girls. Basically that was all I did. Although her family says that I have put on weight, Samantha and Jamie said otherwise. They are also right. If you compare me when I was at Jamie's birthday and now, I did slim down. All thanks to my gym trips. This is not enough though. I want to slim down somemore. Want to achieve a flat tummy. My new aim for this year.
Was contemplating whether or not should I stay for a while more. I heard that she is going out with Junda and their other friends. Decided to head home then.
Overall, the party turned out quite well. A rather enjoyable evening, able to meet up with all of them.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
4:01 PM
